Rough Week

Last week was a rough week. I have found with this injury that I have good days ie minimal pain and bad where the pain is maximum. So I had one of those weeks. Snapped at someone at work and well don't like it and no excuses but hurting sometimes brings it on. Would be nice if the person or persons you work with could be compassionate but I have found it isn't there. Therapy was challenging the therapist talked continuously to me about seeing a neurologist and I have told them NO. This injury is related to falls that became mutlple because of becoming weakened and unable to get medical attention for almost 2 years. I had no health insurance until September 2011. But that doesn't matter to them they want me to fit into a box and I don't. Friday I met with the doctor and well being yelled at, and told I should do the exercises at home and the classes they offer instead of therapy. Even after I told him I have small improvements, standing taller, walking better and stronger. The doctor brings up neurologist and after I repeated the MRI for head and neck was normal he looked and saw, that I have no lesions for MS. Sigh. Anyways Saturday Feb. 18 I have an MRI for mid and low back so I will let you know what happens. Oh yea that's where my pain resides low back especially, falls will do that for you. Thought it was in the hip but the MRI for that was normal too. Good things are my family, friends, cats, books, movies, flowers, faith and rest keep me going for now. I mention that because they do keep me going and I've got to have some good things to focus on too. Thanks for hanging in with me.